mercredi 13 janvier 2010

Decide

I will decide.I don't know what,but I know that I will decide something. Try to look like me. You decide what you wanna do, but I decide if I don't like that you try to look like me. No, you're not gonna rule it. You can decide that you're not gonna decide for me. Stop to be around me. You're around me. You're so around me. I decide that I don't want you around me. You think that I can't choose good decisions. I'm here to tell you that I'm able to decide. Oh Yeah,baby, I will decide.

mardi 12 janvier 2010

Single Bullets by Huggy Bear

I don't really like the song but I like the video ....

vendredi 8 janvier 2010

For Only

This song make me so emotive

"I watch it like a movie. The Details so consume me."



I Fight like a Girl

I fight like a Girl
Is it wrong?
It is mean that I'm not strong?
I fight like a Girl
It is mean that I can't fight?
And only let you have your hands in my tights?
You know what?
I fight like a Girl
Even if you don't take me seriously
All because of my body
I fight like a Girl
It is mean everything about me?
It's so hard to see
All that confuse me
Kick and Punch
And tell me that I don't hurt you
And why?
Because I'm not like you
Because I fight like a Girl
No! You know what?
I don't fight like a Girl
I fight like a Grrrl...

mercredi 6 janvier 2010

Bikini Kill Renuion in 2009?

I just found an article who says "Bikini Kill reunion in 2009?" I was just so happy to found that and maybe that article would say "maybe yes" but Kill Rock stars said "No". I really don't know why they broke up... I read that it was "band differences"... But I would really love that a BK reunion would be possible! I want to hear them scream "We'Re the girls with the bad reputations" or i would like to hear Tobi scream "Do we get there for free?" or Kathleen sing "It's about bein' in love, it's about bein' hate". I just love Bikini Kill. It is hard to explain how I love them. I listen to it everyday and this year, it'S the first time that they're is someone who like them and want a Mixtape!! This girl (who want a mixtape) is really impressed by Kathleen's screaming in "Star Bellied Boy" and like the sentence "It's hard to talk with your dick in my mouth". I talk about them everyday.Just EVERYDAY. If they restart one day, I'll go to one of their show even if it's like in Portland or something far of my house like that. It's hard to explain what I wanna say about it.
I just feel crazy about -if they reform one day- that I would see them. Some peoplpe don't understand me and they say that their lyrics are "gross" or "stupid". Maybe i understand for "Suagar" (Oh,baby I want you you're so fucking big,You're so big and hard, you've got such a big cock,push in it deeper now,oh deeper,harder) but look,it's feminism. And anyway, that's true that it's hard to talk with your dick in my mouth. They just don't understand BK, except the girl who want a mixtape.

BK article about "Bikini Kill Reunion in 2009?" here.

For Only by Bikini Kill

An image from a long long time ago
Is haunting me
It plays itself with picture perfect clairty
-Forever twenty three-
For only me to see
I watch it like a movie
The details so consume me
What's real will surface when it's gone
(And then it's gone)
By now you've heard the news
What is there left to do?
I watch it like a movie
The details so consume me
What's real will surface when it's gone
(And then it's gone)
Your face looks so familar
Unwashed and quite peculiar
No I can't say that I recall
I guess it's gone

Bikini Kill videos





a bikini kill fan site!




mardi 5 janvier 2010

Girl Soldier

There was this woman
Who had an husband
Who always asked to this woman
to clean the house
He thought we was in 1930
or what??
She said "Now, I leave that fuckin' house,
who remind me bad memories"
Hey man, relax, I don't wanna start a fight
I just stand up for my rights
She will use her passion
for start a revolution
She will write a Fanzine
called "I don't like to clean"
Everybody thought that she would die
as a Girl Soldier
And now, that old husband ask
"Oh, baby, why don't you talk to me?"
"Oh, baby, why don't you live with me?"
and she said " I want you to stop to
talk to me
you really cannot see
that you fucking hurt me
Even if I go leave with you again
You will lie
So i will hide
For cry
And I will try
To don't die"
And even if she is just a Girl Soldier in her head,
Her life will be similar as a life of a Girl Soldier
because she will be
with that husband

Fuck him
Well, you wanna know what? I'm listening too. Stop to say that this one is and will always be your favorite.Why not me? Why not? Please,be gentle. You told me to don't be so mad with the comments. I'm listening too. This person is listening with me. But you're not listening. We don't need to be like this. Take your pen,write me a letter,who tell me to be nice,but not gentle. Don't tell those bad memories. He will tell it to everyone,everyone will know, and your tears will fall like the snow in december. I'm listening too. But are you? Maybe I'll say it. Maybe to everyone. No... That would be mad. Not mad with the comments. Drinking,drinking,drinking, come back, to me, I say............ I'm listening too. What? No you don't. Do you want to buy the look of my abuse? Or use my blood for color your perfume? Not bad comments. I'm listening too. With those girls,with black eyes. I'm nice, not gentle. Take your pencil,this time. Write me a letter, and write that I'm not your baby, and that YOU really like it and that you're not gentle, you're not nice. I really hate it,baby. You will listen too, maybe. I write you a letter,with a red pen. I write : I already fight you. You loose the battle. Don't try to fight me. You're already loosing. Not mad comments. I know that's not nice, but not even gentle. I'm listening too. But are you? The girl with the tears do. Well, you wanna know what? This is MY life. I don't need you. All girls are listening but write me a letter, and write that you're not listening too. I'm listening too. Be gentle in your letter, not nice.
You can write mad comments, but even be gentle. I'm listening too.

lundi 4 janvier 2010

Photos





boy poison by viva knieval

Barbie Eat A Sandwich by Care Bears on Fire (video)

Pleaser by care Bears on Fire

Tells everyone what she said
Gossip makes her feel less dead
She laughs so hard so she don't cry
So you can't see her life's a lie
Telling lies about her friends
In all those messages that she sends
Meeting people left and right
They won't stay without a fight

She's the pleaser whose never pleased
Always trying to get what she needs
She'll say anything to agree

She's the pleaser
She's the pleaser
Pleased to meet her
She's the pleaser
Pleased to meet her
She's the pleaser

Tells you want you want to hear
Looks over your shoulder, whispers in your ear
Can't find a reason to talk to you
Makes up stories that just ain't true

She's the pleaser whose never pleased
Always trying to get what she needs
She'll say anything to agree

She's the pleaser
She's the pleaser
Pleased to meet her
She's the pleaser
Pleased to meet her
She's the pleaser

She follows people like she follows trends
Whatever it takes for a few fake friends
She can't please herself at the end of the day
Where will she go when they all go away?

She's the pleaser whose never pleased
Always trying to get what she needs
She'll say anything to agree
She's the pleaser

She's the pleaser whose never pleased
Always trying to get what she needs
She'll say anything to agree

She's the pleaser
She's the pleaser
Pleased to meet her
She's the pleaser
Pleased to meet her
She's the pleaser
She's the pleaser
Pleased to meet her
She's the pleaser
Pleased to meet her
She's the pleaser

Get Over It by Care Bears on Fire

Pretend it never happened, keep it all inside
Every time you think of him
Put it out of your mind
Emotion makes you weaker
Act like you don't care
When you look into his eyes
You know this just ain't fair

Can't you see it's over, it's done?
He was only in it for the fun
Thought that he was perfect for you
You never really even had a clue
Now that you know what's real
And you know how it feels
You should just get over it

Forget it ever happened
This time you're moving on
Done with this, you don't need him
To tell you that you're wrong
You know that you are stronger
Then to think that he would care
About the fun, the fights, the laugh the cries
The fact he wasn't there

Can't you see it's over, it's done?
He was only in it for the fun
Thought that he was perfect for you
You never really even had a clue
Now that you know what's real
And you know how it feels
You should just get over it

Don't stop, don't think about it
Don't waste your time
Don't wait, he's not worth it
Don't change your mind

Can't you see it's over, it's done?
He was only in it for the fun
Thought that he was perfect for you
You never really even had a clue
Now that you know what's real
And you know how it feels
You should just get over it

You Can't Make Me by care Bears on Fire

Trying to get me to say things I don't mean
Just so you can make us part of the scene
You can accuse me of anything
I'm not gonna change a thing

You can't make me, you can't make me
You, you can run, you can hide
Pretend you're not by my side

You can't make me, tame me, own me
You're too blind to get to know me
You can't make me, tame me, own me
I don't like who you want me to be

Tell me who I was and who I'll be
I won't follow this timeline you made for me
You see there's no right or wrong, no way to do this
How exactly do you want me to prove this?

You can't make me, you can't make me
You, you can run, you can hide
Pretend you're not by my side

You can't make me, tame me, own me
You're too blind to get to know me
You can't make me, tame me, own me
I don't like who you want me to be

You're not worth it {No, no, no}
I don't want to make us fit {no, no, no}
Just stop wasting my time

You can't make me, tame me, own me
You're too blind to get to know me
You can't make me, tame me, own me
I don't like who you want me to be

Violet by Care Bears on Fire

Violet wants ice cream, Violet wants cake
Violet's got dreams, you can't take
Violet wants attention which Violet will get
She's up on the wall now, watch her step

What Violet wants Violet gets, Violet gets
What Violet wants, she's not afraid, you can bet
What Violet wants Violet gets, Violet gets
What Violet wants Violet gets, Violet gets

Violet wants to know, what scares you and me?
It makes her laugh, she's a mystery
She leans out the window and waves to me
I wish I saw what Violet can see

What Violet wants Violet gets, Violet gets
What Violet wants, she's not afraid, you can bet
What Violet wants Violet gets, Violet gets
What Violet wants Violet gets, Violet gets

What Violet wants Violet gets, Violet gets
What Violet wants, she's not afraid, you can bet
What Violet wants Violet gets, Violet gets

Superteen by Care Bears on Fire

All this stuff, this is the greatest
Now I have to get the latest
My bottled water purifies me
After I eat my processed cheese
Superteen!

Straighten my hair when I go to the beach
There's nothing inside that you can't reach
Spend my money on special jeans
So I can be a superteen, superteen!

Superteen, superteen
You want to be a superteen
Superteen, superteen
You've got it all
Well what does it mean?
Hey, hey, hey!

Spend my nights inhaling T.V.
What should I buy, who should I be?
They make it seem like I am free
Yeah, free to be a spending machine
Superteen!

Yeah, my phone is pretty cool
I show it off all day in school
Yeah, my car is mega hot
If you don't like it then you're not
Superteen!

Superteen, superteen
You want to be a superteen
Superteen, superteen
You've got it all
Well what does it mean?

Put your money away cause greed ain't cool
This ain't the 80's, keep your cool
Put your money away cause greed ain't cool
Did you miss a class at your fancy school?

Superteen, superteen
You want to be a superteen
Superteen, superteen
You've got it all
Well what does it mean?

Superteen, superteen
You want to be a superteen
Superteen, superteen
You've got it all
Well what does it mean?

Boy Song #1 by Care Bears on Fire

Hey, hello
How are you?
Whatever
Fine, I got a message for you
One two three four

Try to look so cool in your skintight jeans
We all know how you act behind the scenes
Hide behind a wall of long dark hair
We all know that you really do care
I know you don't care what I say
Better listen anyway

Too good for everyone
Not good enough for me
Too good for everyone
Not good enough for me

Talk about yourself to everyone
Put them down when you're done
I can see through that whole lie
I've seen you doubt and I've seen you cry
Know you don't care what I say
Better listen anyway

Too good for everyone
Not good enough for me
Too good for everyone
Not good enough for me

Think you're too good to hang with me
Want me to beg on my hands and knees
Want me to praise you night and day
Sorry babe, there's no way
Know you don't care what I say
Better listen anyway

Too good for everyone
Not good enough for me
Too good for everyone
Not good enough for me
Too good for everyone
Not good enough for me
Too good for everyone
Not good enough for me

Barbie Eat A Sandwich by Care Bears on Fire

Make up, nose job, seven foot tall
Wears high heels but she never falls
No hopes, no dreams just one big smile
She's got no brains but she's got style

Barbie eat a sandwich before you die
Barbie eat a sandwich, give it a try
Barbie eat a sandwich to survive
Barbie eat a sandwich, barbie eat a sandwich

Everyone wants to have your hair
Wherever you go, they want to be there
They all think you're real but we know you're fake
Believing in you was a big mistake

Barbie eat a sandwich before you die
Barbie eat a sandwich, give it a try
Barbie eat a sandwich to survive
Barbie eat a sandwich, barbie eat a sandwich

Hey there, hey there
It's getting kinda drastic
Even though you look fantastic
Hey there, hey there
It's getting kinda drastic
Even though you're made of plastic

Perfect tan and big blue eyes
Everybody thinks that she's the prize
What is it that you've got to hide?
Is there anything going on inside?

Barbie eat a sandwich before you die
Barbie eat a sandwich, give it a try
Barbie eat a sandwich to survive
Barbie eat a sandwich, barbie eat a sandwich

Barbie eat a sandwich before you die
Barbie eat a sandwich, give it a try
Barbie eat a sandwich to survive
Barbie eat a sandwich, barbie eat a sandwich
Or just an apple
Things to do(maybe) when you don't know what to do in your free time and/or the weekend

*Watch old movies
*Watch your favorite movie
*Make MixTapes
*Go for a bike ride
*Go at the anarchist librairy or just at the librairy
*Drink an organic Root Beer
*Try to understand the message of some Nirvana lyrics
*Go on the web and talk with other people on forums about stupid subjects.
*Make small zines
*Listen to new bands
*Go at the petshop and look at the cute animals
*Write poems even if you think that they're not good
*Write songs even if you think that they're not good
*Write about your passions and put it in a zine or on a blog
*If you want, dye your hair a crazy color, like yellow
*Listen to your favorite records
*Try to remember good memories of your family
*Take a long long bath
*Make food that take a long time to cook but taste delicious
*Make food that doesn't take a long time to cook but taste delicious
*Go watch the moon and/or the stars the night

Believe It/Believe Him

Believe It

This is a story about a girl that I met in fourth grade.We was pretty good friends.But then,when we startour fifth grade, she start being annoying and we was not good friends as 1 year ago. A lot of boys was bothering her like the most of the 10 years old boys.


I'm not suppose to write this...


But at the middle of the year,the boys stopto bothering her like if she was just a girl like the others... Cuz one day, she told to some guys a story that happens to her when she was 3 years old.This story says that, one day, her uncle(she was three and he was 13) was at her house and he bring her in a room,I think,he told her that he want to tell her some funny joakes.


Really, I don't feel fine about writing this...


After, this guy told her that he want she suck his dick.Of course, the girl was like «Uh?» she can't give her to him just like that even if she was 3 years old. When the guy saw that she was not that stupid and say «ok» just like that, he told her that it taste ice cream. That's look like stupid but look, she was only 3 so she did it. When she realize that it doesn't taste ice cream, she said something like «Hey! It don't taste ice cream!» so the guy told her that it taste ice cream at the end. So she suck for a long time because she want to feel the taste of ice cream. So it was when she say it at school that she start to react about this. She and her dad told it to the police and they find him. I was wondering if he was in prison. She told me that he wasn't cuz he was under 18 when he did that.


Believe Him